Hi Mom! First of all, what happened is that I didnt even see my package that Porter lost. I didnt even know that I had a package until later that evening. Im really sorry Mom, Porter is too. I know that you spent a lot of money and time to send them here. Thats what kills me, also tha fact that there were videos of you guys. This past week, Ive been trying not to lose my temper, or feel bitter about what happened. Porter feels really really bad. Im really trying to get over it, but every now and then I just scream deep inside because I lost something that cost money and time, that I didnt even touch or see.... its hard to describe it. So, just DONT SEND ME ANYMORE PACKAGES. I LOVE getting packages from you all, but itll just be better. Dont send ANYTHING in letters except letters, no money. Im going to guard the bank card that you guys sent me with my life, ok. I got those packages with the socks and the letters, thank you so much.. I needed those socks, and I loved those letters.
Mom, your a GREAT MOM, and I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!! You are right, the material things dont matter to me, but I know that YOU put in a lot of TIME and MONEY and ENERGY and THOUGHT into that camera package.... thats why I was crushed. So dont worry about me anymore, just worry about the kids, especially Helam who will soon be in High School. I still have alot of things to learn, alot to work on. THANK YOU for those packages that Ive recieved, I appriciate it a whole lot. I haven´t gotten the news about K yet, but Im thinking that shes going on a mission, OR shes getting married?
Things are going good, a real test of PATIENCE is what Im going through right now.... but if I can pull off 8 baptisms this month, that would be great.
Thats great to hear from Larsons family, they are all excited that hes coming home in JUne. Well, dont be hard on yourself Mom, you didnt do anything.... really its all totally Porters fault! :) Everything will be fine. I LOVE YOU MOM!! Ill talk to you later! LOVE YOU!!! Ciao!
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